Ramblings

It's Friday. I am on new drops now or as my Eye Dr. says "compared to the other drops this is like a nuclear explosion!" Apparently many times more powerful as the ones my GP gave! (which was why I was getting better one day and then no change for two etc etc,etc!) I am so glad I went to the eye Dr and wished I had done it sooner! And yes Henlib, I have been washign everything and disinfectiong everything like sunglasses and every surface I touch like light switches, doorknobs, car steering wheel, radio and door handles...EVERYTHING!!! My eyes are feeling better, tho still a bit blood shot...but that could be because I have been very emotional the last two days so crying isn't helping.

My job is becoming extrememly stressful, my personal life has been peppered with shit I just don't need to deal with EVER and with the eye thing, it has just been a two week crazy spree. I can't even get into detail but I think I am on the edge of losing it completely. I never do when I get into these moods, but I am just a wreck this week and this is the worst one in a while. Unfortunately it is one of those deals where I brought it on myself and must now bear it.

I am bringing some work home and I did get a lot accomplished today, but I need time to decompress. Two friends are coming over to have Horror Movie night tonight. I figured that would be perfect seeing as tho people getting hacked to death puts my problems in perspective very quickly at least for an evening.

Tomorrow I am invited to a Halloween party. My guess is I will drink heavier than usual (the usual being 2 drinks, yea I'm a lush I know) and hope that Beth will want to drive so I can drown my issues for a few hours. Yeah, an immature way to tackle a problem, but I think it will work nicely for me this time.

Everyone has hard times, and everyone needs to deal with things, so I am no different. Just had to vent, tho vague as it was, so I can come back in 6 months and see how whiny, overthought and ridiculous it all was...

ANWHO: Enjoy a SPooktacular weekend boys and Ghouls. I mean it, I plan to! Perhaps I will have some Halloween Party Pics to post next week if any are taken , cause God knows I don't own a camera of my own!:)And that is most ridiculous of all!